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date: Sunday, November 01, 2009
time:12:54 AM
KAK BILA KAMU PULANG SIH
date: Tuesday, October 20, 2009
time:3:41 AM
i suffered from demam raya over the weekend.

sent kakak off Thursday night. had dinner at Yakun Kaya Toast (i know right the irony!). reached home at around 11pm. next day, felt super tired didnt want to carwash for FAB before options but did anyway. fell asleep during hist options. ayah fetched me home (nasib baik). went to cut my annoying fringe. got home at around 6.15pm. mandi rest a while. left the house after maghrib to go Mdm R's house. Friday night got home from Mr M's place at around 11pm. Woke up at 7.30am to get ready to go prawn fishing with Abang Adi, Abang Amran, Kak Juliana and the little boys. reached home at 12.30pm. mandi and siap for batch raya. left the house at 1pm. reached back home at 11.30pm. woke up at 7am to go madrasah. came back home at around 12pm (bus was so late! usually would reach by 11.20 max!). watched a little bit of Friends ♥. Fell asleep soon after and woke up at 6.30pm. went to Bik Ya's house for a while cos she got new cucu (!) then balik slept at 11pm and woke up at 8.30am the next morning. spent monday playing facebook games hehe. YIKES.



(wow what a long paragraph)



*the three dots in a triangle shape that represents hence/therefore* DEMAM RAYA



i was already feeling oompy loompy at Ms W's place and had sore throat and blocked ears the entire day but pressed on because Batch Raya setahun sekali and this year final year some more. AH LOVE YOU KENGKAWANZ.



tomorrow the EAGER BEAVERZ ♥ will be going to the Organic Farm. im so eggcited! love eager beavers ttm!



i had the WORST. BUS. RIDE. EVER. today ): i was happily sitting on the inside seat going to doze off already on the way home from school. then suddenly this huge ang moh guy sat next to me. okay fine. but he was freaking huge. his shoulder was pressing against my (frail/or not) shoulder and his arm hair was tickling my arm. EEW. so i shifted my position. so did he. then his elbow was at my waist! OMG SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE TTM. I WANTED TO CRY. LIKE MAJOR VIOLATION OF PERSONAL SPACE. REALLY I WANTED TO CRY. i kept shifting about hoping he'd get the hint that he's too close for comfort but to no avail SIGH. i was praying you know like "Ya Allah please let this guy alight the bus soon!". i had a headache from all the distress i was experiencing. i wanted to change seat, kept looking around for a good seat but was afraid he'd feel offended. so i prayed some more. OMG. really wanted to cry. i was hoping a nice Muslim abang would come and save me (i dont know how lah but ya that was what i was imagining in my head at that point of time). and to make things worst he was SLEEPING ZOMG DUDE GET THE HINT. and i was already like literally stuck to the window trying to be as far away from him. i didnt even get to listen and enjoy to Good Girls Go Bad when it was playing. ahhh i really wanted to cry. then Allah answered my prayer and made the guy alight. right then i experienced the hugest amount of relief ever and i started to relax a bit but was afraid another even huger dood would come sit next to me, so i was still on my toes (haha) but omg DISGUSTING. EXPERIENCE. TTM.



and right now i must finish karangan ): i dont know how to do ): like takda inspiration ): AHHH ): i have a feeling i'll get like a C6 for HML now.



and all this stress about netball in JC is starting to take its toll on me.



kak when you come back and have ONE WEEK LEAVE can we please go shopping for prom stuff ? then we can go Tampines and eat sushi again, my treat (for real this time!).



OKAY ITS WAKA-WAKA TIME (or maybe karangan ?)

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TONIGHT IS SMART MAMAT NIGHT!
date: Wednesday, October 14, 2009
time:6:52 AM
ALAMAK THIS PEEKTURE TOO KEEYOOT. I MEAN WE'RE ALL WEARING THE SAME SHADE OF GREEN AND WE SMILE LIKE WE REALLY DAMN HAPPY. I LOVE PRETTY PHOTOS(:

haha don't mind me im slightly high now. beats me.

oh man i think i've got an eggciting week ahead of me (although its already wednesday but come on i mean first part of the week was busy integrating ah please). yesterday was power ttm ttm ttm. especially because i listened to adri's heavily japan-ised/korean-ised mp3 which made me happy(: then wah for history we watched PENDEKAR BUJANG LAPOK! and i realised my family heavily quotes from this movie like "pengampu orang kaya!" and "naaasib badaaan". hahaha. then it was PHUN TIME with farah, kak hidayah and lenzo. where we laughed and ate. haha pure good PHUN. "seperti katak makan lalat", now cikgu, that is bukti to our penguasaan bahasa okay.

oh ya i spelled "LAPISAN" in the HML Paper as "LAPASIN" in my imbuhan section. *smacks head 47198461096 times* kind of like how i wrote "bagai embun di hujung daun" instead of "bagai embun di hujung rumput". WAH PIANGZ SLENG TTM.

today i went to the HYDROPONICS FARM! hahah damn phun i tell you especially with the eager beavers and our symbolic initiation of the leave badge (for joy, curry leaf badge!). bought kobis (cabbage!) and cili padi for ibu and got free xiao bai cai(: yay marketing ftw!

and omg its time i change my school shoes but i have this emotional attachment to my cute little orange Nike tick shoes. i mean they went through thick and thin of school's emotional roller coaster ride with me because their always there. (HAHA WHAT THE PONG AMA WHAT THE PONG). haha but omg it's in a terrible state just ask anybody. basically my shoes collect grass, can talk, i can trip over my own sole that is flapping AND when it rains my socks get wet. HAIYAHZ.

tmr will be short day! because no options. farah and i will cuci mata and get inspired for FAM! haha my mumz is so cute. she told me to wear baju kebaya for FAM but her alternative was to buy kain from Arab Street to tempah baju. ZOMG MY MUMMY! hahaha. ya and tmr night i will send kakak off at airport too(:

then friday, i hope we'll be going to Mdm R's house because its freaking awesome like a maze! i hope she gets us pizza again. i havent had Italian in a while! although i watched Cinema Paradiso for Lit! but if not, let's go ISLAND CREAMERY!

eh omg i ♥ my Lit option. I mean we've watched Secret Heave, Wizard of Oz, Psycho AND Cinema Paradiso. are you jealous or whaat dood! and now we're watching Thelma and Louise. Wah power and super enlightening when we discuss the movie man. hahaha i feel like i've matured (yea right!)

saturday morning will be PRAWNING with abang! ♥ wah cannot wait man cannot! then batch raya day two! and hopefully more photos i mean i keep forgetting to take photos. OMG I HAVE LOST MY MOJO YA'LL SOMEBODY CALL 911 SHAWTY FIRE BURNING ON THE DANCEFLOOR WHOAH.

OKAY TOMORROW ONWARDS I WILL BRING MY CAMERA AROUND AND JUST SNAP PHOTOS! YAY CLAP HANDS!

results have been mediocre ? eew. i expected more from English though. and i expected BULL for SS and Bio but i did better than i expected but still bad ah in the end. i expect to do BULL for history too but i hope for a 3.6-4.0 for chem, math, physics (please?) and then i'll just have to settle for what i felt was my best(:

again i emphasise: RESULTS ARE SO TEMPORARY(:

okay bye ya'll take care!

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TOMORROW!
date: Monday, October 12, 2009
time:6:02 AM
hilyah & amalina ♥
we were relak-ing at Dunkin' Donuts at KL while ibu was buying tudung(:

RIGHT NOW I REALLY WANT TO FART (AFTER EATING BEANS) IN INTEGRATION'S FACE REALLY. WAHPIANGZ.

after tomorrow
i will go to the gym more often during my breaks
i will go ask abang when he's not working then can go swimming
i will contact Florence and Kelly about our Bio PT
i will start on my Reflective Essay for History
i will read Berita Harian everyday
i will do something Malay-related everyday
i will sleep properly

(:

i want to go prom-shopping with my sister actually. i kind of trust her taste in clothes. but kakak why you so busy! i want to go eat sushi at Tampines again kak, my treat (yea right).

OKAY SHOULD I SLEEP OR INTEGRATE?
ANSWER: SLEEP!
CORRECT FULL MARKS
10 POINTS OUT OF 10 POINTS(:


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TMTH
date: Thursday, October 08, 2009
time:8:03 AM
Hello Happy Group I Love Ya'll Too Much(:



Let me update you guys on my progress with regards to that To-Do List from the previous post:
(whether or not you care ah hahaha)
- Revise for Integration GA
- Settle Congress Meeting Thingies
- Math Kinematics Worksheet
- Edit Testimonial
- Math Assignment 2
- Lit Psycho Plot Segmentation
- History Fieldtrip Worksheet
- SL presentation (which i have to do alone ALAHHH)
- Math Revision Exercises (haven't finish la zomg)
- Revise for Math PPA4 (!!!)
- Go and search for Malay Practices to do

basically i left out anything that had to do with math. macam dah bingit at math. ENUFF OF YOU IM TIRED OF YOU. yup so imma leave all those to the weekend to chiong everything(:

have been tired ttm lately. like missing my bus stop because i was sleeping and sleeping mega early but feeling even more tired the next morning. HAIYAH PASRAH ALREADY. options is draining. i mean i even had this experimental trial thingee where i slept at 10.30 one night, but felt freaking tired the next day so decided to sleep at 10 the next night but was still tired. so tonight is the night im trying to sleep at 11.30 and see how it goes(: i'll update you guys (like you care hahha)

on an extremely happy note (!!) i had my first Island Creamery ice cream yesterday after bio field trip to botanic gardens. had horlicks flavoured ice cream - thanks jess for the recommendation! jess was so excited about island creamery leading the way and everything but in the end she bought one whole tub and had to zoom off for piana haha. LENNY MAYBE YOUR DOUBLE WHAMMY PENALTY CAN BE AT ISLAND CREAMERY ♥

To Netties: Check your emails! and ideas for batch outing? i feel we as netballers need to chillax. hence, movie marathon like from noon to night kind of marathon at my place! how does that sounddd(:

i was hanging in the corner with my five best friends
i heard that you were trouble but i couldnt resist
wah leighton meister damn smexy(:

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DEEP BREATHS
date: Sunday, October 04, 2009
time:1:07 AM

okay shucks i just realised post-EYAs are not thaat awesome afterall. everyone's level of discipline drops drastically, mine is no exception. therefore, we would find all sorts of excuses to avoid work so that we can have the fun and relaxation that we desired which we were deprived of prior to EYAs. and then suddenly when some divine intervention gerakkan your hati to take out some math worksheets to prepare for the coming GA, you realise DAMMIT YOU HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO DO.

so in my attempt to make you feel better, i shall illustrate how screwed i am now.
this is my To-Do List (yup the first since EYAs ended, this is certainly momentous) in order of importance (wah im so biased ah heh):
- Revise for Integration GA
- Settle Congress Meeting Thingies
- Math Kinematics Worksheet
- Edit Testimonial
- Math Assignment 2
- Lit Psycho Plot Segmentation
- History Fieldtrip Worksheet
- SL presentation (which i have to do alone ALAHHH)
- Math Revision Exercises
- Revise for Math PPA4 (!!!)
- Go and search for Malay Practices to do (maybe lah depending on the circumstances teehee)

nasib baik i finished covering Philo Liberty (haha how ironic) for COI and there's no homework for bio (which is partly why i chose Mr C's option cos he hardly gives out homework haha). it's quite strategic to put this list here because i visit my own blog pretty regularly (shuddup don't deny you don't) especially now that JUSTIN BIEBER♥ is on my blog music play list teehee. so hopefully this list acts as an internet deterrent for me for the next few days.

now this is my Post EYA Activities List:
- catch up on my muchly-missed american TV (especially GG!) and disney shows that i had to miss to dedicate more time to studying
- finish reading my malay book
- organise my iTunes and update its really old skool songs
- dinner with KBz ♥
- shopping with kakak/mumz

yup so i just displayed to you the parallel between what is important vs what is not and what is desired vs what isn't desired. wah.


on a side note, i have a financial dilemma. no its not cos of lavish spendings or anything of that sort because i manage my money pretty well cheh. i've been saving up for an iPod Touch with Farah since my last iPod meninggal dunia. but then along came FAM which costs like a BOMB (or so seniors describe). ibu suggested wearing baju melayu for FAM which is actually quite an attractive idea to me considering expenditure will be greatly reduced because i only initially planned to spend on a dress and a clutch because i wanted to wear my raya shoes (haha) and do my own hair/makeup instead of getting someone to do for me because to me like waste money ah. (wah long sentence) i mean gather a few friends and we can help each other right. anyway, i can be a muslim Katy Perry at the Las Vegas themed prom night haha.


on another side note, we only have 6 more weeks left in RGS which #1 makes me feel old, #2 makes me feel scared cos the taunting idea of JC is ever so close and real, #3 makes me feel sad because admittedly i ♥ rgs and surprisingly its life.

ah okay i better go attend to my lack of integration (haha) wait later my worksheet cry. (merepek ah ama)

xoxo

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hello are you still there ?
date: Saturday, October 03, 2009
time:7:01 AM
that was a nice happy day that i won't forget(:


okay feels like i haven't been here in ages. it's mainly because:
1) my life has been ...
walaupun exams are over and im supposed to be enjoying this once in a lifetime moment in my life (according to seniors)
2) blogger has been a bitch. wah make my darah go upstairs only.
3) im too tired.
because options timetable is incredibly warped. like you reach home close to maghrib but have like a 4 hour break in between lessons -.-
4) no time!
ya i know right waddahell. its cos due to options i reach home pretty late and then my mum would go "okay amalina siap nak pergi jalan raya" just as i was about to baring or something. jalan raya has become routine because its every night (!!). damn semangat right. and cos it's like a compulsory activity for me because i cannot use "i need to study" as an excuse anymore. (actually it has never been used as an excuse before, usually i mean it when i say "i need to study" haha)

today i told my mummy i don't want to go. begged her macam nak mampz because i too tired already and cos i had to do history homework 8D and there's GA on monday haha

i came here with no specific purpose ah heh.

i think i ran out of blogging stamina. come to think of it, my fitness also damn kental i mean my left leg is still lembik actually. so ya, 'nuff said.

OKAY TIME TO DO SOME INTEGRATION *EXCITED VOICE*

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